March 22nd, 2003

kushi-kushi

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I have been extremely sad the past few days. Not for any particular reason. Well, okay, I think I do have some idea why stupid little things have been making me flip shit.

My boyfriend is wonderful, he seems to know exactly what I need which makes me smile and then cry more because I feel loved and I feel so undeserving of it since I've been putting him through all this crap.

I am such a fucktard. I'm sorry that I have been such a pain in the ass the past few days. I wish that I could promise that I am over it now, but I really can't. I will be though. Soon.

I am such a fucking basket-case of hormones right now.
kushi-kushi

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Ahhhhhh . . . I'll see how far I get on this. Then I'll head downstairs.
Hey! No weepies today!!!! This may be since I was at an event at the usual weepy time. Or maybe not.

I moved the survey to tomorrow.