March 30th, 2003

kushi-kushi

Welcome to Con-Air

That has almost nothing to do with the rest of this post which is really just a bit of stream-of-consciousness.

I'm not going. I'm more disappointed then I'll let on. It's probably for the best, I can't really afford it both money and time-wise and I will actually probably have another chance to hang out with those girls both soon and in a few months.

Still, I promised to go and I was really looking forward to it. And it isn't like I can work instead. Damn.

Well, maybe I can just relax tonight. My boyfriend was sweet and poured me a glass of wine.

Last night was fantastic, better than expected. I kind of wish someone that I knew could have witnessed it but that's okay. The hanging out afterwards was really great too. I'll post more about it later, I'm not really in the mood at the moment. I do hope the video thing ends up working out.

To tell the truth I wasn't really in the mood to go to the pageant. I would have been once I got there, but I'm not now.

I really need to shake this feeling off. I'm looking forward to my Friday appointment.

Damn, I cracked a hole in my jeans. Poo, I really liked these. My other favorite ones are getting to the super beat up point too.

Heh, I've finally seen all of Con-Air.

I'm not sure how to reply to this. I think I'm a little more angry about it than I should be. I need to take a little more time on this one.

Well, fried rice now and Six Feet Under. And my glass of wine. I think I'll end this now.